those nights that get to you

Its weird how some events can get you down. Overall today was a good day. We were in the metroplex for a couple appointments hubby had and we stayed the weekend with some friends. I thoroughly enjoyed getting to spend time with them. It was very refreshing. Tonight the pain got to me though and it just makes me not understand and just brings me down sometimes. GOd has a plan in everything I know so i know what i'm going through is not in vain. I just have to remember that. My mind is all over the place tonight so i'll try to do a better post later.